Mirror mirror....

Ladies when you look in the mirror what do you see?

 When I look in the mirror i see a girl with big dreams, Dreams to make her mama's dreams come true. A girl that has trusted so many and got disappointed by those she trusted, she hurts but refuses to cry because she believes that’s showing weakness. A girl that has always wanted to see how she'd look if she was skinny, because all her life she's always been average and still to her she thinks she's fat and has been called fat by bullies in school. A girl that wonders why she has so many emotions yet chooses not to show them afraid of scaring people away. A girl who longs to love and to be loved, but is too scared of heartbreaks so prefers staying single and focusing on building her life instead. A girl who knows she has a lot to learn and is willing to listen to whatever benefits her and ignores that which brings her down because she knows not many want to see her happy. A girl who doesn't believe she is beautiful though she's been told by many that she is and has a kind loving heart, she knows they could be lies because it’s all too familiar. She is human, she makes mistakes and despises those who judge her by it because she knows better than to judge others according to their mistakes or pasts. A girl with an old soul, ancient and that confuses her because she lives in a world that just doesn't believe in the love stories, family values, nor being treated like a lady and having gentlemen. She's not sure what love is because she thought she was in love a few times before, but she's still hoping to find the love of her life, the one she can completely trust, love and accept as part of her... as one. She has dreams of raising a happy family someday, a family strong and united unlike the many families including her own that has so many issues dividing them in one way or  another, she wants Perfection though she knows that is almost impossible... almost. A girl who has so much to say but is afraid people will call her a fool and say that it only happens in the movies... When i look in the mirror Ladies, I SEE ME.

All things RiRi

She is just really good at what she does, they say when you love what you do it is not a job anymore.  First she is a Pisces just like me and she embraces that just like me, see I'm not the only weird one out there lol. She has really good music, a daring approach to fashion, wild, intelligent, strong and she is just everything a star should be. Not perfect because everyone has their flaws, she is not ashamed of her flaws instead she embraces them, that's how you know someone is strong and doesn't let insecurities get the best of her. She makes me feel like I’m not crazy to be into things that other people would find extremely weird and abnormal .She inspires many to stand on their own as individuals and embrace the fact that they are different. Everyone is unique and she encourages being happy and content with who one is instead of what society wants them to be.

She has turned into a music sensation and has managed to maintain that title for a while now which leaves people wanting more. She has gone through so much and we have witnessed most of her phases thanks to media, but she has also grown a lot especially in her career. It's always nice to see a young woman have so much fame and power in her name yet stays humble to her fans, friends and family. She has also showed off her other talents such as acting and fashion designing. I didn't fall inlove with her acting, but I'm head over heels over her makeup collection and her fashion ventures, she does have an eye for fashion or in her case should I say two?  Rihanna Navy all the way!... 

The albums she has released and her other achievements are posted below:

Cold Case Love

When you've tried everything you know and tried the hardest to keep it together because deep down something told you this is it, he's the one. After the long wait you come to realize it was all in your head, you put your hopes too high, you let your guard fall down, you were only seeing the things you wanted to see because some things bring light, help you through the night, but when you build pedestals you build them to high. It was all lies, all those talks you had, all the times you were there for each other, all the care you had for each other, all the times when you were ready to do anything just to see him happy.. All that meant nothing to him, he claims not to have felt a thing and urges you to stop having any feelings for him. The fear is there, the fear that karma will hit him and you care for him too much to watch him go through what he put you through. You have to let him go, stay away from him because that is the only way you can move on and forget the pain and the feelings. Praying for strength to see you through, the same strength that helped you hold on, to help you let go.. You feel like all your effort, all that you believed in him was nothing.. Nothing, That feeling makes you feel hopeless, useless, foolish. How did you not see it coming? How did you let it get this far? Where are the pieces of your heart? Will you ever find them and become whole again?, become whole enough to love again? .. So many questions and doubts linger in your mind every time you have nothing to do so you keep yourself busy and block it all out until it fades, will that help you forget quickly or will it make you hang on longer??... This is a case; a case unsolved ... A Cold Case Love...