Your light shines the brightest

It may seem like, everything is crashing down... You are crushing into them while I crush into you... Your heart crowded with pain and scars... Your mind clouded with hopes for a better day. It's not easy with the world so materialistic, they are always defensive feeling like everyone is out to get them and they hurt you in the process without realizing it... I see your pain like a dark shed of red painted on a map of a path to hell... Suffering silently, no one knows how you hurt, they will not believe it even if you told them because such naive, curious and loving souls are almost extinct and they will not believe that you are one of the few. I see you smile, I see them smile back, but behind their smiles is a dark shadow of lies, betrayal and curiousity, they wonder... Will she break? Is she that delicate? Is she real? Can I use her until her eyes turn into a pale shade of grey?.... You and I see them as creatures of the world because they do not believe in anything beyond, I pity you and you pity them while they pity us both. They have used you, abused you, made a fool out of you yet you still stand tall in your belief that there must be some good left in them... Yes there is, but it is hidden so deep within them that even they do not know it exists... Do not give up on them because I am not giving up on you. You attract the dark ones because don't you know? The dark is attracted to light...

Mysteries

Floating, swimming into the unknown waters. Smiles or tears? I do not know but I shall face my fears. The water feels warm at first then gets chilly, I feel ice spikes poking me yet not cutting me. I thought I was the one testing the waters, it seems the waters are testing me. The waters start pushing me forward then suddenly starts pushing me backward very slowly, I'm confused... Did I pass the test? Or is this a sign of a lost fight? I cannot seem to find the answers, the waters refuse to reveal its intentions, motives and its depth. I cannot see how deep it is because im left floating on the surface, the waters leave me clueless. With all this silent and secret struggle between I and the waters, I still feel a sense of yearning, curiousity and affection coming from the waters as its slow waves push me to the surface... As much as I try to dive deep, I still end up floating on the surface. I stare into the sky, the air feels safe and accomodating, it feels better to float in the air than in the waters... The air is transparent and calm, I do not need to struggle with air, I feel free... But as easy as it maybe to float in the air, I choose to stay in the waters... I choose to fight and uncover the mysteries that lie within the depth of the waters...