When you've tried everything you know and tried the hardest to
keep it together because deep down something told you this is it, he's the one.
After the long wait you come to realize it was all in your head, you put your
hopes too high, you let your guard fall down, you were only seeing the things
you wanted to see because some things bring light, help you through the night,
but when you build pedestals you build them to high. It was all lies, all those
talks you had, all the times you were there for each other, all the care you
had for each other, all the times when you were ready to do anything just to
see him happy.. All that meant nothing to him, he claims not to have felt a
thing and urges you to stop having any feelings for him. The fear is there, the
fear that karma will hit him and you care for him too much to watch him go through
what he put you through. You have to let him go, stay away from him because
that is the only way you can move on and forget the pain and the feelings.
Praying for strength to see you through, the same strength that helped you hold
on, to help you let go.. You feel like all your effort, all that you
believed in him was nothing.. Nothing, That feeling makes you feel hopeless,
useless, foolish. How did you not see it coming? How did you let it get this
far? Where are the pieces of your heart? Will you ever find them and become
whole again?, become whole enough to love again? .. So many questions and
doubts linger in your mind every time you have nothing to do so you keep
yourself busy and block it all out until it fades, will that help you forget
quickly or will it make you hang on longer??... This is a case; a case unsolved
... A Cold Case Love...
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