Mirror mirror....

Ladies when you look in the mirror what do you see?

 When I look in the mirror i see a girl with big dreams, Dreams to make her mama's dreams come true. A girl that has trusted so many and got disappointed by those she trusted, she hurts but refuses to cry because she believes that’s showing weakness. A girl that has always wanted to see how she'd look if she was skinny, because all her life she's always been average and still to her she thinks she's fat and has been called fat by bullies in school. A girl that wonders why she has so many emotions yet chooses not to show them afraid of scaring people away. A girl who longs to love and to be loved, but is too scared of heartbreaks so prefers staying single and focusing on building her life instead. A girl who knows she has a lot to learn and is willing to listen to whatever benefits her and ignores that which brings her down because she knows not many want to see her happy. A girl who doesn't believe she is beautiful though she's been told by many that she is and has a kind loving heart, she knows they could be lies because it’s all too familiar. She is human, she makes mistakes and despises those who judge her by it because she knows better than to judge others according to their mistakes or pasts. A girl with an old soul, ancient and that confuses her because she lives in a world that just doesn't believe in the love stories, family values, nor being treated like a lady and having gentlemen. She's not sure what love is because she thought she was in love a few times before, but she's still hoping to find the love of her life, the one she can completely trust, love and accept as part of her... as one. She has dreams of raising a happy family someday, a family strong and united unlike the many families including her own that has so many issues dividing them in one way or  another, she wants Perfection though she knows that is almost impossible... almost. A girl who has so much to say but is afraid people will call her a fool and say that it only happens in the movies... When i look in the mirror Ladies, I SEE ME.